I don't know, it seems like it's a lot to ask but yet I keep trying.
The thing is i was really happy for quite a while and then things kind of just ended up being screwed.
I just wish someone up there would let me be happy because for the first time in a long time things in my life were good and I so much to look forward to. But right at this precise moment I'm not sure about any of it.
I really hope things in my life go back to being as good as they were a few weeks ago, please?